Lavinia A. Stoian ♥

Motto:
I see you remiscin and I hope you listenin
In the position to pressure and offer competition
Me and you — was meant to be my destiny, no longer lonely
Cause now it’s on for you and me, all I can see
A happy home, that’s my fantasy
But my reality is problems with your man and me
What can I do? Don’t wanna lose you to the sucker
Cause if he touch ya, I got some drama for that busta
Don’t wanna rush ya — but make your mind up fast
Nobody knows — on who controls will it last, before I ask
I hope you see that I’m sincere, and even if you
stay with him today I’m still here
I refuse to give up — cause I believe in what we share
Cause everything I feel for you I wanna let you know
Passion it be yours and I’ll never let you go
Tell me can you get away?

This wicked love game.. this fire burning inside consuming every fiber of my body… enlightening every aspect of my sensorial perception.

Hold my hand like you used to when we were kids. I’d love feeling your heartbeats whilst almost conjoined in an embrace that will withstand until our souls vanish into infinity.

I love looking at you; looking at you as you nervously try to hide the fact that your heart beats faster when you’re with me. I’d love to play with those chubby fingers. I’d love to spend a whole night just looking at you while holding your hand. I bleed for the chance to do that. You have no idea how much I’d love it.

You’ll never understand… because you never had the chance to see me the way I am. You cant comprehend what I stand for because the only way you can discover me is through vibrations; our soul’s vibrations, ‘cause we’ve always been one.

You’ll understand only when our eyes will meet for the very first time and you’ll see in them everything my words cant tell.

You’ll understand only when you’ll feel the rage of warm blood rushing through my lips as I give you our first real kiss. It’s going to give you a burning sensation .. and you’ll love every second of it.

I bleed for the chance to do that.

[I am still madly in love with you, Rodrigo.]

The reason I asked you about “You Never Know” is because Im at a point where my life is about to chance 100%: marriage. To be honest ( only now and only here), I feel like I have to choose between a great life, away from any worries or torments.. and you, my eternal love.

You haven’t answered my question, you know.

                                     — although its been almost a year, it hurts to know you’re moving on —-

Before:
“First let me explain that I’m just a black man
and I come from the darkside, so I’m havin a hard time stayin on track man

my mind be racin, and I don’t even know what I’m chasin’ yet

I been in and out of relationships, I’m startin to see that it’s me where the complications at, but I’m layin back prayin that, you can’t have piece of mind of me,

I thought I was right but really I’m wrong, in the end I was too blind to see,

I was in the fast lane chasin’ my dream, and then it seem when the fame and cash came they just got me going craaazy lately, lately, lately

I been so faded tryin to erase it but I cant cuz the drama just goes greater and I been in so many collisions from puttin shit up till later”

After.. i met you:

“I wonder how I ever made it through a day
How did I settle for a world in shades of gray
When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same
And you don’t know why and I looked into your eyes
Where the world stretched out in front of me and I realized

I never lived before your love
I never felt before your touch
I never needed anyone to make me feel alive
But then again, I wasn’t really living
I never lived, before your love

I wanted more than just an ordinary life
All of my dreams seemed like castles in the sky
I stand before you and my heart is in your hands
And I don’t know how I survived without your kiss
‘Cause you’ve given me a reason to exist

And I don’t know why
Why the sun decides to shine
But you breathed your love into me just in time”

But wait, let’s put it into what we know best. A Ghetto Love Song:

“Ever since I met ya I could beat depression
I can see your state of misery from the introduction
Ain’t bout no suckin and touchin, just harmless discussion
Maybe we can see a better way, find a brighter day
Late night phone conversations — would that be OK?

I don’t wanna take up all your time, be the next in line
Tell me your size, let me find you things with you in mind
I can see you’re cautious and I’m careful not to scare you
But anticipation of love makin
got you shakin when I’m standin near you

News of precision will prepare ya
In case you get scared, just ask the man in the mirror
Now the picture’s getten clearer all he does is hit you hard
I tell you to leave, and you tell me keep my faith in God
I don’t understand, I just wanna bring ya home
I wonder should I leave you alone and find a woman of my own
All the homies tell me that you don’t deserve it
I contemplate — but in my heart I know you worth it”